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17. The Black Dog (First Draft Phone Memo)
The Black Dog (First Draft Phone Memo)
Hey, so this is called, um, “Old Habits Die Screaming.”
I am someone who until recent events
You shared your secrets with
And your location, you forgot to turn it off
And so I watch as you walk
Into some bar called The Black Dog
And pierce new holes in my heart
You forgot to turn it off
And it hits me
I just don’t understand
How you don’t miss me in The Black Dog
When someone plays “The Starting Line”
And you jump up, but she’s too young to know this song
That was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming
Old habits die screaming
I move through the world with the heartbroken
My longings stay unspokеn
And I may never open up thе way I did for you
And all of those best laid plans
You said I needed a brave man
Then proceeded to play him
Until I believed it too
It kills me
I just don’t understand
How you don’t miss me in the shower
When remember how my rain-soaked body
Was shakin’, do you hate me?
Was it hazing? For a cruel fraternity
I pledged and I still mean it
Old habits die screaming
Weeks of breathin’ clean air
I still miss the smoke
Are you makin’ fun of me
With some esoteric joke?
Now I wanna sell my house
And set fire to all my clothes
And hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons
Even if I die screamin’
I hope you hear it
And I hope it’s shitty in The Black Dog
When someone plays “The Starting Line”
And you jump up, but she’s too young to know this song
That was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming
But tail between your legs, you’re leavin’
I still can’t believe it
But old habits die screamin’